My Love..

Today, my sincerest and most genuine love is the gospel of Jesus Christ.

I am excited beyond comprehension to go to the temple
and start my eternal family
with a worthy priesthood holder whom I love and adore.

I am so grateful for the blessing that I have to be with my family
forever.

Eternity is an incomprehensible amount of time to me.

But I could not imagine spending it with anyone
other than my amazing family who I am so very blessed to have.

My parents and ALL of my siblings are such a joy to me.

I could never be more grateful for anything else in my life.

I know this gospel is true.
Even though people may mock me or scorn me for my decision to be a Mormon,
A member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

I know without a doubt that it is true.

People keep asking me if I am afraid to be married.

The answer is no.
HOWEVER

I am terrified to be a mother.

I am so scared that I will not be adequate for the children that I bring into this world,

scared that I will not have the patience and love that they will need and deserve.
I am scared to be responsible to educate them with the beliefs that I know to be true.

It is such a scary thing to think about.

The only hope I have through all these fears is
that I can follow the examples of all the great mothers that are around me.

Especially my amazing mother.

I can only hope to be to my children what she has been to me.

My best friend.