Oh Maturity...

I have typed up very long blogposts three times since my last post and have deleted them all. This is mostly due to the fact that I was ranting, they were boring or I just second guessed what information I really need to put on cyberspace.

I have never really gotten along with people my own age, I feel like we are too different and most of the time, I struggle to find someone who I feel I can relate to in my age group. I like to hang out with people a few years older than me (like Shaine or my lovely older siblings - don't worry, I like the younger ones too) or REALLY old people. They are oh so wise and I feel like they have extra love to give.

I haven't ever considered myself mature in any way. Since I love a good definition, here is Mature:

1.  based on slow careful consideration

2.  having completed natural growth and development

3.  of or relating to a condition of full development

I find it interesting that none of these definitions include anything about behavior. Especially since most people only use mature to describe a persons personality or being. Lots of people have called me mature and I am not sure that I am...

I mean, really, look at this face!

But I do feel older than most people my age.

This is probably because I am married and have done things that I "should have waited on". But I feel it's right. And I will continue on making decisions that I believe are best for me...

I have decided that I am a full 22 years young in my brain,

How old are you?